...another sorta frustrated ramble? Let's start with it, shall we.
It ain't exactly over the top frustrated kind of feeling though. More like... insignificant frustration? I say insignificant because, really, it ain't over something of any significant matter and I grew a little tired to simple get so frustrated over things like it.
So what is it about, you ask?
So, the thing is... just when I thought I would get active more regularly and all, but I just suddenly disappear. Well, not sudden anymore since I've did it a lot before. True, there were reasonable (to an extent) excuses, but I could have made the effort. We moved houses and the internet hasn't been installed, but I was still able to frequent the campus, not so much, but there were chances. Then goes summer vacation. We spent it back in Indonesia, but I subscribed to mobile data plans. Comfortable ones at that, so I should have been able to come more than enough opportunities to get babbling on something. Sometimes topic would pop up on my empty, vocabulary-less mind, but the thing that stopped was most probably and certainly:
LAZINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*
Now, 6 months later, here I am. Not having much clues as to what to write about. It's not that it is ultra important for me to update the blog and post babbles. I just thought that perhaps... I could be active somewhere and this place (despite not having much or any viewers and I'm definitely okay with that since it means that I can be a little more comfortable with posting whatever I want) that I have created for my own self indulgence some years back is nice enough. Though I do want to get active irl.
Speaking of irl...... I should do better this semester. I really, really, really should. I should make the big effort for it. I hope I can try to do that. And so far, three weeks in, nothing just yet. GAH! Now, this is the thing that I should be over-the-top frustrated over. Of course. Yes.
I want to definitely do better in academics, but I also want to do other things. I still want to have my enjoyment. I want to watch anime, read manga, read fanfictions, play games, do Mai's JMu-Chart and other enjoyments. I also want to be involved in religious activities. I want to do all that and previously, I thought of plans and tried to go with it, but not with enough effort, so it ends to no avail and nothing was accomplished.
I will try to sort it out.
This blog is like an irregular compilation of my personal logs. Oh whatever. You don't mind, do you, whoever you are? :D
I will try to sort it out. :)
And I hope I can come back with posts that are a little substantial and interesting.
Ciao.
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