Let this one babble be meaningless and just venting out.
03/10/2016 Just another sorta frustrated ramble
...another sorta frustrated ramble? Let's start with it, shall we.
It ain't exactly over the top frustrated kind of feeling though. More like... insignificant frustration? I say insignificant because, really, it ain't over something of any significant matter and I grew a little tired to simple get so frustrated over things like it.
So what is it about, you ask?
So, the thing is... just when I thought I would get active more regularly and all, but I just suddenly disappear. Well, not sudden anymore since I've did it a lot before. True, there were reasonable (to an extent) excuses, but I could have made the effort. We moved houses and the internet hasn't been installed, but I was still able to frequent the campus, not so much, but there were chances. Then goes summer vacation. We spent it back in Indonesia, but I subscribed to mobile data plans. Comfortable ones at that, so I should have been able to come more than enough opportunities to get babbling on something. Sometimes topic would pop up on my empty, vocabulary-less mind, but the thing that stopped was most probably and certainly:
LAZINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*
Now, 6 months later, here I am. Not having much clues as to what to write about. It's not that it is ultra important for me to update the blog and post babbles. I just thought that perhaps... I could be active somewhere and this place (despite not having much or any viewers and I'm definitely okay with that since it means that I can be a little more comfortable with posting whatever I want) that I have created for my own self indulgence some years back is nice enough. Though I do want to get active irl.
Speaking of irl...... I should do better this semester. I really, really, really should. I should make the big effort for it. I hope I can try to do that. And so far, three weeks in, nothing just yet. GAH! Now, this is the thing that I should be over-the-top frustrated over. Of course. Yes.
I want to definitely do better in academics, but I also want to do other things. I still want to have my enjoyment. I want to watch anime, read manga, read fanfictions, play games, do Mai's JMu-Chart and other enjoyments. I also want to be involved in religious activities. I want to do all that and previously, I thought of plans and tried to go with it, but not with enough effort, so it ends to no avail and nothing was accomplished.
I will try to sort it out.
This blog is like an irregular compilation of my personal logs. Oh whatever. You don't mind, do you, whoever you are? :D
I will try to sort it out. :)
And I hope I can come back with posts that are a little substantial and interesting.
Ciao.
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