So, the Eid finished and I got back to school, starting last Sunday.
I thought I'd start over, improve my routine. If I could argue, I'd say that my routine did improve a little. A tiny little bit. Not in a great scale. No, no such thing. At least not yet, but a little is better than none, right? A tiny tiny tiny puny little improvement. That's it. Aahh...
Okay, so... on Sunday... I didn't sleep in most of the classes!! Yes, most of the classes. Most. I didn't fall asleep in Organic, nor Dawa, nor Calculus, nor History, but fell asleep in Computer Science. Great, eh? No... I don't know. The way the lecturer of Computer Science teaches is just... making me sleepy. Sure, I wouldn't fall asleep in Dawa since it's kinda enjoyable, and so is the case with History. As for Calculus, it's because I have a friend to try not falling asleep next to. But, I didn't fall asleep on Organic. That should say something.
Firstly, no... Me not falling asleep in Organic was not because of me getting enough sleep the night before. Nope, I don't think so. I think it was because it was the first day back to school and so I tried to get interested in the lesson. Also, I had the presentation printed so I was able to stay awake by looking at it when I missed something that the professor explained. Certainly, that did not work for Computer Science.
On Monday, if I'm allowed to say that it's a little better than the previous labs, then I'd say it. Maybe not significantly better than the previous labs, but... I think, in my head, it was better. I don't think I have any comprehensive points to make as arguments. A little, I said. A little. Or maybe, like above, a tiny tiny tiny- oh whatever.
As for Tuesday, well...................... I think I got a little bored and fell asleep for a second in Organic. I need to study. Seriously, I do. To recap whatever was covered. Tuesday was, like, a day of the days where I was super lazy. Okay, I'm still lazy now. So lazy, but still... it didn't feel like the Sunday day. I am ashamed.
Especially today. Cleaned super slow. Wasted too much time doing nothing productive. Revised nothing. Watched no anime episode. Man, I was planning to watch HunterXHunter.
Anyhow, anyhow... I'm just going to wrap today's nonsensical babble here. But before it, I'll just make a list of what I need to do.
- Study Computer Science
- Study Organic
- Study Calculus & Homework
- Study Organic & Analytical Exp#4
- Make Organic & Analytical Exp#3 Report
- Research about History & Dawa projects
Is that all? Whatever. Gonna paste it to my virtual sticky note, and who knows if I'm going to write it on that note on my- I guess I will write it.
Done.
I feel like, some things from today's evening annoy me. Like, the villain from a certain Indonesian soap opera, or Sinetron. Not exactly the villain, but by the way the protagonist is handling her issues caused by the antagonist is just super annoying. Sure, be patience. But, being patience doesn't mean that you let the other person do whatever he wishes without any limitations. To a patience, there is a limit. Sure, Allah don't let his creatures experience hardships if the hardships were beyond the creatures' capabilities to go through it. The hurdles won't be too high for the people to be able to jump over it. Sure, we should tawakkul and be patient and Allah will reward us. But Allah's rewards will come with the efforts that we exerted for it. The antagonist lets the villain do too much damage for too long. When is she going to straighten her back and toughly tells the villain off. It's getting super annoying. Super, super annoying. But, then again, Sinetrons ARE annoying. That's just how Sinetrons are. The problems are prolonged so they can trap the audience. Annoying, but the feeling of wanting to know what's next is addictive. It's not easy to shoo away Satan's whispers to continually watch it instead of having a productive accomplishment. Does that make sense? Hope so.
I think another one... More like what added fuel to the slightly burning fire was Despicable Me. Yes, those kids are annoying. Think they can just push Gru's around. Think they can just do whatever they can. Didn't they have a bitter experience at the sanctuary-kind of place? If so, they should know best that they can't just barge in someone's life and push them around. Inconsiderate brats. At least be more sorry about it when you had to leave. It's not it's specifically Gru's responsibility to take care of ya kids. I guess I don't like inconsiderate, pushy brats that are depicted a lot in Western movies. Or some personality traits that Westerners has that were shown a lot in movies. Sure, we can't generalize them like that. I know, I know. The question would be, why does selfishness/selfcenteredness shown a lot in Western movies? Especially teenagers' kind of movies. That's just annoying.
Now, now... This is enough. I will be waking up early to fast on another Thursday. Tomorrow, Thursday. Then, this time around to actually study after Fajr prayer. Computer Science, Calculus and... That's all.
OH! Turns out that the registration for clubs starts so late, but the good thing is that the Japanese club is holding a meeting soon. It's good, no???? Something to motivate me to study. Yep. Was I supposed to be saying that? I don't know... Was it alright????
Whatever. If there's something, I'll try to babble later. Later, Thursday, Friday or Saturday...
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