21/09/2015 Back to Campus [5th Semester edition]

     My current mood is currently like the animated android character above, ever since last week.
     Actually, not 100% like the above gif. When the first week back to campus started, I can say that I was excited. Not excited for the reason of meeting friends or anything, because let's face it (or as I have been facing), I have none in the campus that I'd call close. I do sometime consider it bothersome (hence skipping the Japanese club's anime discussion the last few semesters) to mingle, but it sure does get a little too lonely boring to spend time alone each passing day. Right? Right. Even yesterday when my brother told me that there was a LINE group for ex-(insert a company name & its housing complex)-residents, mostly the kids my age (around, so both older and younger, but not by so much, give or take 10 years above or below my age). I just told my brother that I haven't activated my LINE after the last time resetting my phone. Should I be considering to tell him that I want in? Yes. But I don't know la... It's been a tad too long that I have excluded myself from a lot of social activities. The other day I was just told by my friend that my friend was to fly to Finland on Friday (last Friday, 18th Sept). I didn't know that and she didn't tell me. It is sad, but it was my own fault for not keeping in touch. I wanted to say something before she left, but as days passed, I forgot. It wasn't until Saturday (or was it yesterday, Sunday) that I remembered. I have been too much out of touch to go back in. But it's always not too late. I'll see and think of what to do when I cross the bridge, maybe after I finish this post.

     This post? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .



     HAHAHAHA! ...I forgot.

     Where was I? When it was actually related to the Back-to-Campus topic, but not simply tangentially related? Yeah, was sorta excited of coming back to campus.

     You see, the last few semesters were bad. My GPA has been going down like a steep slope in a graph that the initial point was rather good and went up a little then woosh, sliding until 3.09 GPA. It is not that bad, necessarily. It's just that I can't keep sliding down. I've got to climb up. Now that sounds like such a motivational sentence, but let's see how it goes. I don't think I'll be making promises to myself this time around. I'll just "try" to study more because now my schedule is a bit lax, despite taking 3 Chemistry courses + 1 Statistics course + 1 basic Arabic course. The arabic course will help my GPA. I can at least be sure of that.

     Right, I went off again. But thaaat was related to uni, so yeah.

     I wanted to do better this semester and the beginning was alright. I wasn't feeling as lazy as starting the previous semesters. The first little blow of this semester was when I couldn't get much in during the Statistics class as well as the Biochemistry plus the little quiz yesterday. I was absent on Thursday because the car ran out of fuel midways and that made my mom forced to walk the rest of the way home by herself after dropping the kids to school. I just said okay, and I think the reason of letting my mom rest before she had to wake up again to pick the kids may be a mere excuse. Maybe my real reason that I just wanted to skip the day. So, that's one day off from the first week. But my feeling was to start this semester freshly anew and even if that was a little subsided, I will restart after the Eid because tomorrow is off until next Tuesday! ...I will have to check. ...maybe starting wednesday. ...oooh uurgh...

     Anyhow, I will start anew. I will bind the loose notebook papers (recycling is good for Mr. Earth), I will print the powerpoint slides and cut it to be ready for class time when I will just stick the cut slide and write notes sideways. I will need the square card holder (or paper place, whatever it is called). I will also use my free time during Mondays and Wednesday to revise the lessons plus any other time. I may also need a new calculator because mine is, like, 6 years old, younger than my youngest brother.

     What else?


     I will watch anything occasionally.

     I will do the ranking now. I have reached March and finished July and August. I will start posting about that by the end of this week. Okay? Okay.

     By the way, this cat has given birth to 4 kittens! One has the same color as her, another white with black dots, another with lots of black (black blanket at the, sorta), another with brown blanket and the last- wait, that's four already. Though, I don't know where the kitten with the same color as the mother went. Or where the mother has hid the kittens, because I don't see them loitering around the place. Or maybe I was just home too much?